Tuesday, November 25, 2008






This is one of the best weekends ive ever had with the cousins! dayum, im gonna miss all this..i'll be in camp next year and prolly i wont have any fun as this anymore haha but hey, fun is always everywhere! anyhoots, i cant wait for December!

wohoo!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

:)

From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endured it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. when she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. she had lost her voice....

The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,..it's still just silence cry that accompanied her.

Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang.

She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learns sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.

He used sign language to tell her "I've spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Body Art


Labuan's Tattoo Studio

Mine's "Good Will!" :D aint that cool?!


Dewi and her tattoo ;)

Labuan 'spontaneous trip' 2008











Could this be the most beautiful music in the world?

The Most Beautiful Girl In The World - Prince

Saturday, November 8, 2008

finally out of words

it takes no time to fall in love but it takes you years to know what love is and it takes some fears to make you trust, it takes some tears to make it rust, it takes the rust to have it polished..It takes some silence to make sound and it takes a loss before you found it and it takes a road to go nowhere it takes a toll to make you care it takes a hole to make a mountain.


life is wonderful? it sure is..

Friday, November 7, 2008

A day without love is a day lost


why aren't we happy just because we are alive, because we are seeing sunshine every morning, because we have at least one beloved person, because we are loved at least by one person, because flowers are flourishing around us, because we can hear birds singing above us, because there is so much beauty around us and just because life is wonderful! although mostly we don't notice all these things.. people please, do not hurt your dearest and closest people around you they are the priceless treasure that you posses and value them while they are with you.
just a little smile can make your day!


as a kid, i've always hated clowns, i never believed in their stretched-to-red-chicks smile, tapinya..clowns are responsible for entertaining children with their jokes and tricks & tries to make laugh others bukan? but nada orang pernah tanya whether a clown is in a mood of laughing at all.. i always doubted it..& regarded that in fact, they are very sad or unhappy and try to hide their tears under their funny mask, i could see that even through their painted eyes..
p.s. lately i realized, that i am a clown myself maybe like everybody else on earth :)
you know i miss you more with each passing day.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

This is what life's all about

My love affair with motorcycles

Bob with his New Yamaha R1

I have been meaning to do this for a while, but never quite got around to it because of my time constraints.This is prolly more than most of my hobbies, and they probably come pretty close after my family in terms of importance to me :)


Its all about nostalgia I guess..hehe











Monday, November 3, 2008

Fragile Heart

tell me what makes a man..what im doing for you, is it worth everything now? i dont know..So, enough said, im making this relationship hard,true. put yourself in my shoes, what would you feel? can you handle the distance between us? the way im handling it now..tell me.do you know just how much it hurts living life without you? do you know my sarrows..can you feel my heartbeat whenever im down and lost in my dreams.sometimes i just hate being me. im sorry im making everything hard, but i know whats best for me and you..sometimes i cant sleep at night knowing youre not by my side.i stay awake thinking of you..now you ask me, whats going on with me?


i sure miss you alot.
I love you, i always will and you know that






Whenever you are ready u know where i am
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo